New Dys 79

[02:17] Shadowcaller: Happy [8] säger:
no. we ran out of things to say, unless Mote had questions
Shadowcaller säger:
Right… I guess they speak after that then?
[02:18] Happy [8]: I was waiting for you to start
[02:18] Shadowcaller: Ah
[02:19] Shadowcaller: So Paak left the room?
[02:22] Happy [8]: so this is while he's getting food?
[02:23] Shadowcaller: Eh… too short I think
[02:23] Happy [8]: we can retcon that he stayed away a bit longer
[02:23] Happy [8]: He did say he was giving her time in case she needed to be alonw
[02:23] Shadowcaller: Okay
[02:25] Shadowcaller: "So what were you going to explain?"
[02:25] Happy [8]: (remind me when she said that?)
[02:27] Shadowcaller: [00:10] Shadowcaller: "A walk? For what reason?"
[00:11] Wolfbane: Paak is also a little confused, but would be grateful to get away from the awkward conversation with Mote.
[00:13] Happy: "Because I want to."
[00:14] Shadowcaller: "Uh… okay, to help him deal with the pain?"
[00:18] Happy: "I answer questions later, okay? Tell Cessie we be back soon."
[02:29] Happy [8]: "Um… just that sometimes when you're good friends with someone, you want to spend time with just them, without someone else there."
[02:31] Shadowcaller: "Aren't we friends as well?"
[02:31] Happy [8]: "Yes. And sometimes I want to spend time with just you."
[02:33] Shadowcaller: "Why is that really? Is it about privacy?"
[02:39] Shadowcaller: …
[02:40] Happy [8]: "It sort of about comfort."
[02:41] Happy [8]: "It easier for two people to talk than for three."
[02:42] Shadowcaller: "I thought it was easier for three people really, more subjects."
[02:45] Shadowcaller: "But how do genders interact with each other?"
[02:46] Shadowcaller: "Is there a differance since he is a boy and you a girl? Or wouldn't genders matter?"
[02:46] Happy [8]: "Er… yes. It… "
[02:47] Shadowcaller: "What?"
[02:49] Happy [8]: "I don't really understand it either."
[02:50] Shadowcaller: "So genders do matter in interaction, right?"
[02:50] Happy [8]: "It not used to be that way for me."
[02:50] Shadowcaller: "It have changed?"
[02:52] Happy [8]: "Sometimes when I talk to Paak, I feel… kind of funny."
[02:53] Shadowcaller: "Funny?"
[02:54] Happy [8]: "Like… kind of a wiggly feeling in my tummy."
[02:55] Shadowcaller: Mote titles her/his head a bit "I don't feel anything in my "tummy", hard for me to imagine. Why do you feel that? Is it attraction?"
[02:56] Happy [8]: "I… guess it is. It feels… nice."
[02:57] Shadowcaller: (Helios: Ah, your natural programming you mean?) Mote nods "Sounds good, not that I can feel it…"
[02:57] Happy [8]: (did he say that to her?)
[02:58] Shadowcaller: (No, not really.)
[02:58] Happy [8]: "No. And even if you had a body, it probably not happen for a long time for you."
[02:59] Shadowcaller: "Why not?"
[02:59] Happy [8]: "You only a few weeks old."
[03:01] Happy [8]: "Even if you want to… choose a gender, and have a lover… how you know enough to do that until you live longer?"
[03:02] Shadowcaller: S/he shrugs "I'm just wondering things, it's not like I feel any of this."
[03:03] Happy [8]: "What do you feel?"
[03:04] Shadowcaller: "…nothing I think."
[03:04] Happy [8]: "Are you sure?"
[03:04] Happy [8]: "Did you feel anything when I left with Paak?"
[03:05] Shadowcaller: S/he blinks "I don't know… mybe, it's hard to explain."
[03:05] Shadowcaller: *maybe
[03:06] Shadowcaller: "How do you explain a feeling?"
[03:07] Happy [8]: "It not easy."
[03:09] Shadowcaller: Mote lowers her/his head a bit, looking down on the floor "What do you think I am then? What have I acted like?"
[03:10] Happy [8]: "You act like a child who is curious about the world and wants to know everything."
[03:10] Happy [8]: "I guess you act like I did when I were younger, except you not have to be afraid of starving or being beaten or worse."
[03:12] Shadowcaller: S/he nods "Okay… I guess I'm but a child then."
[03:12] Happy [8]: "You growing up fast though."
[03:12] Shadowcaller: "I am?"
[03:13] Happy [8]: "Humans your age still helpless. Can't even talk. Even have to wear diapers."
[03:15] Shadowcaller: "Oh… I guess they have to learn everything from scratch."
[03:15] Shadowcaller: "I still remember things…"
[03:15] Happy [8]: "Can you still read?"
[03:16] Shadowcaller: "Only common… I think, might be other langauages."
[03:21] Happy [8]: "Do you feel a drive? A need for anything?"
[03:21] Shadowcaller: "To learn I guess."
[03:21] Shadowcaller: "To live… I'm sure there is something else."
[03:22] Happy [8]: "For most of my life, that was all I had."
[03:22] Happy [8]: "Except, before my mother died…. I had her."
[03:23] Shadowcaller: "…I never had a mother. I guess I can't understand that."
[03:24] Happy [8]: "You not remember her?"
[03:24] Shadowcaller: "Remember who?"
[03:24] Happy [8]: "Mamma."
[03:25] Happy [8]: "you have some of my memories."
[03:25] Shadowcaller: He shakes her/his head "There is no such person Simone."
[03:26] Shadowcaller: "I have no "mamma"."
[03:32] Shadowcaller: …
[03:32] Happy [8]: "She was the best part of my life."
[03:32] Happy [8]: "I thought maybe… you would have some memories of her."
[03:33] Shadowcaller: He looks at you sadly "I'm sorry Simone, I don't remember her."
[03:35] Shadowcaller: "…Helios must have had a mother right?"
[03:35] Shadowcaller: "I don't remember her either."
[03:35] Happy [8]: "Maybe he not remember her either. Not everyone know their mother."
[03:36] Shadowcaller: "If he knows so much, why wouldn't he remember his family?"
[03:37] Happy [8]: "Most humans not remember their earliest years. If she died when he was very young, he wouldn't know her."
[03:38] Shadowcaller: "Wouldn't he search her up later thought?"
[03:38] Shadowcaller: "Or his father."
[03:39] Shadowcaller: (Hehe… I have the perfect monster for me to release on you.)
[03:42] Happy [8]: "It not so easy to find people."
[03:42] Shadowcaller: "But he's a god now."
[03:42] Happy [8]: "He only know what his agents tell him."
[03:44] Shadowcaller: (And the gathered knowledge from all those who came before him… and some knowledge he finds for himself.) "…I guess."
[03:44] Shadowcaller: "Do you know your father then?"
[03:45] Happy [8]: (Yes, but he can't just 'know' stuff without someone learning it somehow)
[03:45] Shadowcaller: (Can anyone?)
[03:46] Happy [8]: "No."
[03:47] Shadowcaller: "He wasnä
[03:47] Shadowcaller: wasn't there?"
[03:48] Happy [8]: "He nobody."
[03:49] Shadowcaller: "What?"
[03:50] Happy [8]: "He not important. Nobody. Not matter." A little anger is seeping into her voice.
[03:51] Shadowcaller: "…okay, sorry."
[03:51] Happy [8]: "I not need a father. I have Mamma."
[03:52] Shadowcaller: S/he nods again "And now you have Paak?"
[03:52] Happy [8]: "No… no… it not like that."
[03:54] Happy [8]: "Paak is not… nobody could replace Mamma. But Aegnor… he care about me."
[04:05] Happy [8]: ..
[04:10] Happy [8]: I guess you fell asleep

[11:11] Shadowcaller: "Aegnor? Tell me about him then, what is so special about him?"
[11:13] Happy [8]: Simone is silent for a while, thinking.
[11:15] Happy [8]: "He tell me that if I open up, learn to trust people, that it would be worth it. That he knew because he not ever trust people until he meet Hope and Cessie."
[11:16] Shadowcaller: "So he's a bit like you then?"
[11:16] Shadowcaller: "Thats why you get along…"
[11:17] Happy [8]: "Yes. We did even before Isandwana… but after that, it was another bond between us. We both lose everything to the worm."
[11:20] Shadowcaller: "Isn't that what you are all after this mysterious "worm"?"
[11:20] Shadowcaller: (a colon somehwere there…)
[11:20] Happy [8]: "Yes."
[11:21] Shadowcaller: "So it killed your town, did it kill Aegnors town too?"
[11:22] Happy [8]: "It not able to kill whole towns back then. But the priests of the worm sacrifice his family to it."
[11:22] Shadowcaller: "Oh…"
[11:23] Happy [8]: "Another orphan"
[11:23] Shadowcaller: "I'm as well, technically."
[11:25] Happy [8]: "Yes. No parents. But I guess I sort of your family."
[11:25] Happy [8]: "Helios too. And Cessie, who made your body."
[11:26] Shadowcaller: "…thats strange, would you call me related to you?"
[11:27] Happy [8]: "Yes. But I not think there a name for our relationship."
[11:28] Shadowcaller: "This don't happend often?"
[11:29] Happy [8]: "No, it doesn't."
[11:30] Shadowcaller: "So there are no names for what I am?"
[11:31] Happy [8]: "I don't think so."
[11:31] Happy [8]: "Paak will be back soon, but later, when it just you and me, we can make a circle and you can ask Helios some of your questions."
[11:32] Shadowcaller: "Will be strange to met him…"
[11:32] Happy [8]: (self role play, but I don't see how it can be avoided… )
[11:32] Shadowcaller: (Yeah…)
[11:37] Happy [8]: "How much you remember of him?"
[11:38] Shadowcaller: "Mostly darkness, secrets, a lot of secrets. There are some vague glimpse of different beings and the past I think."
[11:39] Shadowcaller: "At least I think it's the past."
[11:43] Shadowcaller: "What do you think of him?"
[11:48] Happy [8]: (need a nap :S)
[11:48] Shadowcaller: (Hm, okay. See you later then.)

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