Cessie S Guilt

[17:09] Shadowcaller: Cessie would like to talk with Hope…
[17:09] Shadowcaller: She knows that that wierd feeling is now
[17:10] Happy: do that now?
[17:10] Shadowcaller: Huh?
[17:12] Shadowcaller: Oh, sure
[17:12] Shadowcaller: I missunderstood you >.>
[17:13] Shadowcaller: I read "do what now?"
[17:15] Shadowcaller: Where is Hope?
[17:19] Happy: In the food area.
[17:19] Shadowcaller: Okay…
[17:20] Shadowcaller: Cessie walks up to her, she looks a bit tired
[17:21] Shadowcaller: "Hope… can I talk to you?"
[17:23] Happy: "Of course."
[17:23] Shadowcaller: "Somewhere private?"
[17:25] Happy: Hope leads Cessie to her tent.
[17:26] Shadowcaller: Cessie lets out a breath of relif as they enter it "Thanks by the way… for the dress I mean."
[17:29] Happy: "You're welcome."
[17:30] Shadowcaller: She nods gracefully then looks at you with a quite tired expression "I know what that wierd feeling is now."
[17:32] Happy: "You do?"
[17:32] Shadowcaller: "Yes… or I think I know it atleast.
[17:32] Shadowcaller: "
[17:32] Shadowcaller: "It's guilt…"
[17:33] Happy: "… really?"
[17:34] Shadowcaller: She sigh "This is going to be hard for me to explain…"
[17:36] Shadowcaller: "I think I feel guilty about the dreams Aegnor and I share."
[17:37] Happy: "Oh Cessie…" *sympathetic smile*
[17:37] Shadowcaller: "What?" She suddenly looks embarassed.

[17:43] Happy: "Hestopian upbringing is so strange. Why should you feel guilty for something that hurt no one?"
[17:45] Wolfbane: (Hope and Cessie?)
[17:45] Shadowcaller: (Yes.)
[17:47] Shadowcaller: "It's more then that… I don't think I have the same barriers in the dream as I do in real life."
[17:48] Shadowcaller: "So instead I feel really guily afterwards…"
[17:49] Happy: "I don't know what to tell you. Of course there's nothing to feel guilty about, but you already know that, don't you?"
[17:50] Shadowcaller: "*I* feel guily for it…"
[17:50] Wolfbane: (She should be relieved. Doing this in dreams means there is less chance she'll do it awake.)
[17:51] Shadowcaller: (I doubt she ever would do that when awake:P)
[17:51] Wolfbane: (Well, unless Law suddenly goes dormant that is)
[17:51] Wolfbane: (*ponders new plot* >.>)
[17:51] Shadowcaller: (… >.>)
[17:52] Wolfbane: (*goes to find all references to mind magic*)
[17:52] Wolfbane: (Nope, nothing to see here. <.<)
[17:52] Shadowcaller: (*twitch*)
[17:54] Happy: "Do you know why you feel guilty?"
[17:55] Shadowcaller: "I'm not supposed to do that sort of things, the things I do in the dreams. Well some of the things…"
[17:55] Happy: "Not 'supposed' to? Why? Why do you believe that?"
[17:58] Shadowcaller: "Beacuse… I… people who do that sort of things aren't… good."
[17:58] Happy: "Why is that?"
[17:59] Shadowcaller: "Why? It's just not who I am okay?"
[17:59] Wolfbane: (Assassins Update)
[18:00] Happy: "Cessie, if you want to stop feeling guilty, you can either examine your beliefs more closely, or stop letting Aegnor come into your dreams. There's no other option."
[18:03] Shadowcaller: She sigh "…What do you think I should do?"
[18:04] Shadowcaller: "I can't just stop feeling guily about it."
[18:06] Shadowcaller: "And how do you know what I feel guily about anyway?"
[18:08] Happy: "I don't. I just know that there's nothing you can do in a dream that hurts anyone."
[18:09] Shadowcaller: "But it's dangerous to live out… that sort of things-"
[18:11] Shadowcaller: "At least consciously."
[18:11] Happy: "But you wouldn't."
[18:12] Shadowcaller: "Even in a dream… what if you get tempted to do it for real?"
[18:14] Happy: "Cessie, I think you're talking to the wrong person about this."
[18:15] Shadowcaller: "…you mean I should talk with Aegnor about it?"
[18:19] Happy: "Yes."
[18:20] Shadowcaller: "I guess I have to… thanks for listening at least."
[18:21] Happy: "You're a good person, Cessie. Don't forget that."
[18:21] Shadowcaller: "What do that have to do with this?"
[18:22] Happy: "You feeling guilty when you're one of the most innocent and good people i know."
[18:24] Shadowcaller: "Innocent? Hope, I have practiced necromancy, I'm hardly innocent…"
[18:25] Happy: "In my eyes, you are."
[18:27] Shadowcaller: "…Thanks? I don't know what to say really."

Unless otherwise stated, the content of this page is licensed under Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 License